Wolfgirl: Loss

Loss is something we all must go through sometime. Whether it is loss of someone close to you, or loss of feelings or items or pets, everyone experiences it. Today has not been great for me because I have come to terms with a loss of something close to me.
I think I have lost my close close close relationship with some of my friends I love. We still love each other, but I don't think it is the same. We still connect like we used to, but we never see each other. I can still call them up whenever I need them because I know they will always be there for me but I am over come with the sense of loss. I don't know why this is. I could probably call them right now and joke with them about anything and everything and it will be just like old times. The thing is, I don't want it to be like old times; I want the old times back! The closeness, of just being with them in a setting where we are all comfortable and familiar with, is something I carve very badly.
I'm not sure why, but I'm just stuck in this funk. Maybe it's because I've not done much at all this past long weekend and I'm guilty; but it sucks. I was just looking back at this blog and realized it is probably just me clinging to the past. Twilighterr doesn't need to because  what was is my past, is in her present plus more. I just miss it!!!
Okay, sorry for being all depressing, I guess I just needed someplace to vent! I really must get out of this funk. Love y'all, tanks for being here!!!


Wolfgirl