I actually cried today. It's the first time I've cried on my birthday in years. It was not even that bad, I just really had my heart set on getting my permit today. I've been studying all week (that's practically all I did today) and planned out my whole day so I would get to the DMV on time and still be able to get everything I needed to get done done. Honestly, at some points, I did not think we would make it on time, but we did. After all that, I was simply relieved to get there and take the test (HOPING I DID NOT FAIL). I went up to the lady and tried to calm my frazzled nerves as she looked thrue my paper work. And looked thrue my paper work. And looked thrue my paper work again. I was getting even more worried when she looked up and asked for another piece of paper. Seeing as all of the papers I brought I had already given to her, I looked helplessly at my dad. For once, even he, was at a loss. We had forgotten to bring it. I could not take my test. I was in shock as she handed me my papers back, but as I walked out the doors of the DMV my eyes filled with tears. As I sat in the and called my mom to find out abut the paper, I held back sobs. She did not know that I had needed that paper when she helped me get the stuff for the DMV together (and when I had mentioned it, she shrugged it off). I think she felt worse than I did when I was sitting there, practically crying on the phone. The drive home sucked, everyone in the car trying to cheer me up while I just wanted to be left alone. I did not even know why I was so upset, but I could not help the tears.
I've gotten over it and I'll probably do even better on the test tomorrow from all the practice I've gotten this evening. Over all, this has been a very memorable birthday.
Love and Birthday Balloons,
Wolfgirl
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